Cold over the Shadows

In response to:"Karma is a sum of all that an individual has done, is currently doing and will do."

2006-05-09T23:04:28+02:00

Sounds like a good idea, to build your own soul furniture for those times when a reminder of proud moments is needed.

In response to:Good day, good sir.

2006-04-05T23:13:16+02:00

I washed a coupla bottles today, maybe I could be your lab assistant?

In response to:Close to tears

2006-03-26T11:46:21+02:00

It's easy 4 me to say Conaire but sometimes we are responsible for our own attitudes - no matter what's going on around us.

I know that when my attitude is a positive one it really does attract good things and interesting people..;)

It's tough to do in your situation because it is something that needs to be practiced and people often only get around to trying to change those negative mental feedback loops when they get older.. Wishing you better fortune SOON...

MD

In response to:Close to tears

2006-03-20T22:52:00+01:00

I really, really hope not, It's just that it's been like this for so long that I'm starting to loose sight of that supposed light at the end of the tunnel, you know?

In response to:Close to tears

2006-03-20T22:49:43+01:00

There are times when it's like this, I've been taken advantage of many many times, but it'll get better. It doesn't stay that way forever. x

In response to:January 1st

2006-01-06T01:00:09+01:00

oi...:)
happy merry new whatever to youj too.

just a quickie - hope you're ok and thanks for everything, even if it doesnt work out quite the way we would like it to;)
ive been filling my ucas out !!!
an i almost have!!!
just the bloody personal statement thing and im done.

please let me know on the two things you know;)
xx

In response to:The most loneliest day of my life.

2005-12-14T12:43:58+01:00

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In response to:The most loneliest day of my life.

2005-12-12T11:48:25+01:00

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In response to:The most loneliest day of my life.

2005-12-08T11:06:13+01:00

darling,

ive got to talk to you and this seems to be the only way to communicate...

please give me a call asap, ive got no credit:((

really do hope you're better.

x

In response to:Don't you dare doubt me.

2005-11-28T21:57:14+01:00

heh.

In response to:Don't you dare doubt me.

2005-11-24T22:01:11+01:00

yep. i wan asking...if whatever was true, lately i somehow find it difficult to actually find anything possible.

its like matrix.

spoons are everywhere.

xx

In response to:Don't you dare doubt me.

2005-11-21T19:49:23+01:00

You know that saying was changed to make it media friendly, right? it was originally 'that which does not kill me only delays the inevitable'

Lol. X

In response to:Don't you dare doubt me.

2005-11-20T20:26:09+01:00

this is so completely and utterly fukd up as the question alex was asking was not did u ask that question but what nikki said to you. Im quite pissed off and i bet i never get my clothes back but hey what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger a sentance very much applicable now
xxc

In response to:And now I know...

2005-11-20T18:15:46+01:00

...one question, a rapid one since ive found out today: is it true?

you know what i mean.

cause if it is...that brings slightly more trouble for us all...more than expected anyway.
hope you're good.
x

In response to:Heh. still a liittle drunk from more alcohol today...

2005-11-19T13:38:44+01:00

mouse...?

i ve had trouble with mice once, not nice at all. and loads of hassle. caz seems to have temporary madness mice-obsessed though. she s got 3 in a cage and the fourth in bed;)

x

In response to:Heh. still a liittle drunk from more alcohol today...

2005-10-29T22:36:56+02:00

Hey hunny u need t ring me soon so we can meet all my predictions were so wrong! haaaaaaaa lol xxxxxxx Mouse xxxxxxxx

In response to:Heh. still a liittle drunk from more alcohol today...

2005-10-23T23:59:31+02:00

darlingest,

happy bday:)

and alldays too:)

yep, primal. funny i still remember this:)

you wont believe tho: ive got a cat! peaches!!!

xx

In response to:... and so fucking angry!

2005-10-17T13:56:38+02:00

darlingest;),
thanks for the weekend. you're a huge part of what's-going-ons , a crucial part of the movie, too. and it's gonna establish itself very soon.

problems, we all have loads. otherwise we wouldn't be as interesting as we are, innit??;)

take care. and stay selfish. x

In response to:So tired...

2005-10-16T21:05:34+02:00

Thanks. :)

In response to:So tired...

2005-10-12T11:56:38+02:00

Hi Conaire,

There is nothing much that a stranger can say at times like this - certainly nothing that can take away the pain in a single contact. The positive is that you realise that you are depressed co's many young people in similar situations simply see themselves as being 'alienated'.

If you present yourself to a GP they will probably give you anti depressants, but then you are still left to deal with all the changes in your life on your own. As you seem to feel that there is nobody that can really hear you it might be an idea to seek out a self-help group locally - one that is fairly accessible.

That would involve listening to other people's problems too to at a time when you possibly don't feel like it - but the advantage might be that you could meet a few people who are interested enough to talk with you and tell you what kind of support might be available in your area.

The blog is a good start too - well done:-)

In response to:so...

2005-10-05T21:39:14+02:00

actually, i've got 2 lined up for this weekend..unless the second one suddenly decides to change her mind and not appear;)

dude, honestly..sometimes i wish i didn't. i swear.

and you're most welcome to come round. me and you will probably end up drinkin and watching caz shag a lady;)
hehe

In response to:Right...

2005-10-04T10:15:25+02:00

I'm on Faceparty too... Jinxed_Minx - check it out!!! xx

In response to:Right...

2005-10-03T23:58:26+02:00

ok, im leaving a comment in the hope you will finally write something after what happened tonight.

you know what i mean.

she called caz, therefore i know.

hm.

hang in there, ok?
xx

In response to:Control-Self+Alter-Feelings+Delete-Mind

2005-10-01T20:23:38+02:00

Heh. Don't worry about me alex. Everything's gonna sort itself out, one way or another.

Conna come over and hug ya as soon as you're done with Caz's hair.

In response to:Control-Self+Alter-Feelings+Delete-Mind

2005-10-01T19:21:24+02:00

im really worried about you. nevermind what i said.

and if there was any way ever that i could understand and find an answer, i would.

maybe it will hit me gracefully on my head soon.

let's pray.

In response to:Control-Self+Alter-Feelings+Delete-Mind

2005-10-01T01:03:01+02:00

i once had a similar situation...

and this is what happened: we met 2 weeks after she met her boyfriend and she could not not leave him. so we haven't met for 6 month (well. i had a girlfriend too). but when we met we had great sex but she still wouldn't leave her boyfriend even though she knew that nobody would even treat her better.
we started meeting every 6 month. it just happened... no plans. we never had sex again since that one summer. her boyfriend isn't part of her life anymore. it was me who opened her eyes at the end. and it's me who still can't have her. she probably is the person i adored more than anything in my life...
i'm still writing "loveletters" to her that she really appreciates.
we once said (right at the beginning) that the only way out of this dilemma is that our time will come. even if it might be when we're 65 sitting in front of our chalet in south france growing wines...

In response to:Control-Self+Alter-Feelings+Delete-Mind

2005-09-30T19:38:44+02:00

oh my dear..

mate, ive got absolutely no soberly shallow or deeply disturbing thoughts today. of any kind.

lie.

if i knew the answer, i would have stayed with k. you know that as well as i do. so im probably the worst person to ask.

i would like to know the answer though. life would be so much easier..

...would it be as interesting though..?

In response to:still smiling?

2005-09-30T11:37:13+02:00

just so everyone knows, that was alex, she just forgot to log into her own account. Heh.

In response to:still smiling?

2005-09-29T21:08:06+02:00

....??..

gooood god, loadsa problems on your way...and you're not making it any easier to understand, sitting in front of me, trying to twist and bend the subject in the hope it ll get dropped.

still here though.

whenever you need.;)

take care of yourself, u. x

In response to:(Insert witty comment here)

2005-09-29T00:52:03+02:00

ok...drunk again (!!!); sth really stupid s going on with me..maybe its kat, well lack of. maybe it's just me being unbelievably drunk.,,

not sure.

miss u anyway.

and..u know what..? i ve just read her blog and we're listening to the same damn song ...

all day long.

fuck.

tell me im mad or sad. anyting, just bring me back my happiness.